Beauty and The Beast!!!

Well! I haven’t become story teller yet except for kid that likes whatever I fabricate. I have been telling a lot this story "Beauty and The Beast"!Seems quite popular with kids. Even I am now listening a track that in video is about same story ”Tum todo na dil mera” from movie "I"
Love this line "Tere surath marham hai dujee rahat koi na".Wow, how beautifully lyricist put these words. I believe strongly have to be in that moment or to feel it to write that beautifully except you are miraculously gifted :P 

A day off to yourself ,is such a splendid thing when mind is jammed up with so much. Work design to implement, my savings, investments, cleanup, household chore, pay insurance, shopping plan, meet my frnd etc etc .Shut off machine. Love the flair of winter ,happiness oozes when you look around. Been stuck in lady Diana admiration ,so much that I though ,give a space over my venting lane. I know pals aroud me had heard enough about it from me. But wait I have to put more .I like that lady so much not that she is for me one of most beautiful and elegant lady to remember for lifetime. The more I read about her ,I feel strongly about her. Let me tell you why briefly...She married in her teens to a man who is more older for love offcourse and have 2 great boys from that relationship. A strong mother ,a beautiful heart with taking up so much after splitting from 11 years of marriage. This long you become so much close to your partner, sometimes I feel couple start talking like each other and i feel sometime they  look alike. No its not crazy ..coz I belong to a category who still believes marriage are made in heaven. There are tough times one has to go through ,u cannot give up on other ,take time to correct self and make the partner feel about not in words but your deed. No 2 humans can stay without any friction ,they are awesum and bonded when they can get over it that friction era maturely. Both are wheels of chariot, irrespective of your gender ,remember life journey will be slow or affected if one is burdened...To put in other invest on relationship with spouse for you kid to have a happy and healthy growing years and also the memories tht he builds from it will make him look to future with positivity and a health normal family life with his/her spouse. Make sense ..eh ?Coming back to Diana. Oh my god! how much love she could give to her kids at least what I can see from those videos ...Someone told me rightly you are different person when you are mom :D. How come this whole world there can’t be a single person who can stand strongly holding this lady hand and supporting her.

Now When I talk of love ...I just remember about one video clip that I saw when Anuskha was approaching towards mandap ,the way Virat was looking at her ,jus the expression itself was meant for her like "U mean world to me". C’mon don’t chuckle. Said enough ,I love to watch human emotions much conveyed by eyes, expression and body language that I feel are louder than words:)

A wishful wish for I have now to see the Northern Lights and get soul enriched with those breathtaking view. See, I went out of context. Blame my mind that hops here and there every second ..But a dreamer by every means…

Life after Vacation

After such a long time when I take this break by visiting God's own country (I have always thought ,these guys are exaggerating,but not this tym),I am pumped up for my new assignment.The beautiful view of Munnar with clouds kissing down the mountain with each of their droplet to make her more green and beautiful than before.Rain has made it look more lush and added several variants shades of
greenery around.I still close my eyes feel all of them .Not to forget the beautiful trip from Munnar to Thekkady.Wonderful place and  I could manage to get a cottage which was in between so many herbal trees .I wish ,If i could have plucked those plump jack-fruits.I recollect yummilicious jack-fruit curry by my mom ,oh ,I miss so many things all at a time.Not to forget the best spa that rejuvenates for sure!Watching Kathakalli and Kalari was as if I have really seen what I used to read in my books.So peaceful and calm stay .My last visit to Alleppey ...my best takeaway from this
place was the jumbo prawns.Uff!Relished it till the last bite :P

Now back to mundane life.I hate being a jerk to miss my last work and some great folks around .I keep reminding myself "I am just a resource". Enough of satire,fair enough!Keep moving many more roads and prospects.I am little scared as rabbit coming out of its shelter for a long time ,may be out of its comfort zone.This is new ,yet beautiful.Why I feel like this ,such a long time I am here ..Not sure.
Not well,working from home ,i watch out to look dark cloudy sky ..What I perfect painter are you God!
Just mumbled few lines...

Ki zamana yeh bhala hai
Aur jo raah mein mila hai
Thodi door jo chala hai
Woh bhi aadmi bhala tha
Pata tha…
Zara bas khafa tha
Woh bhatka sa raahi mere gaanv ka hi
Woh rasta puraana jisey yaad aana
Zaroori tha lekin jo roya mere bin
Wo ek mera ghar tha
Puraana sa darr tha
Magar ab na main apne ghar ka raha
Safar ka hi tha main safar ka raha

Well,I am settling down for Chicken soup,any takers ?;)

Ciao!

Midnight ThinkTank overflow!

Its 3 A.M!I am still tossing sides on my bed.For Last week hectic schedule's hangover is still on my senses.Probably it happens to all .We don't have perennial tight schedules but I love my days when they tight budgeted on time.Being in software industries for 10 yrs,quite accomplished and satisfied with my work.I started picturing myself out in perfect frame of Life.Last week presentation to client seemed to have scored extra badge on my shoulder and my first milestone at this role of manager has been accomplished.Suddenly,a question disrupt my perfect life model.Why I am still awake and not satiated with what all I have yet?I have quiet many options to ponder and scrutinize.My Loo break and midnight coffee wake-ups are meant for brainstorming personal sessions where I vehemently fail to analyze clearly and reach to conclusion.I think of my mother's word ,to marry again  which gives a cold feet to me whenever it crosses my mind.To brief out that phase where I was married off to a handsome man by my parents to earn the social stature and future security for their daughter.I have had no complains ,its just didn't work out as expected.To sacrifice all you have i.e your career ,name identity dreams wasn't easy for me.For I cannot love myself that way and then how can I love anyone if i start disliking self.To my  utter surprise my partner could realize my suffocation and supported me to pull out from emotionally drenching commitments.I do feel sorry for him.We are still friends and occasionally catch up for coffee.What I am seeking is beyond any of this material pleasure or comforts.I seek unconditional LOVE like any Harper Lee novels,quite unrealistic for my age as I am no more a teenager.Quite unrealistic for career driven women mostly.For I needed a reason to calm down and slow my pace to observe the world around while getting lost in rat race.But How?I have never felt need for a man or anyone basically in life as I had been doing my work both outdoor and indoor  household chores quite efficiently.Occasionally will have dates with guy having more of better sense of humor rather than financial or physical charisma.Finally at 5:30 am,I realized I need to fulfill my wishes like having a bucket list and ticking off what I had always wanted to do as girl.May be that's the reason ,why I am feeling unsatisfied.I tucked up my hair into messy bun and went to kitchen to make my cup of ginger tea.While sipping it,a smile etched at corner of my lips,so I have cracked most difficult question now!